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my house is totally overrun by squirrels because there are no screens in our windows and theres lots of big trees near the windows. today kelly woke up with a squirrel in her bed, and i've seen them in the kitchen. no squirrels in mine & allies room yet, though. which a good good good.
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[05 Jul 2005|12:12am] |
tonight there were fireworks being set off everywhere.
cold frozen strawberry daqueris from the roof of aepi.
fireworks in allston, on the charles, cambridge, pretty much up and down the whole charles. it was BEAUTIFUL.
mass ave bridge earlier today. awesome. esplanade. awesome.
alcohol. drinking games. pot.
kelly and i took on ireland in a game of beer pong. ireland won, but barely.
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[03 Jul 2005|03:45pm] |
hi. i think i'm an alcoholic. i don't remember the last time i went to bed sober. last night i passed the fuck out on benezry in the parlour.
i need a job to occupy some of my time, or i feel like i will really become dependent on alcohol. i seriously wake up every morning thinking, "okay, when will it be nighttime, so i can start drinking again?"
this is really fucked up.
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[02 Jul 2005|01:12pm] |
why is boston overrun by horny irish guys? cause in the past few nights, the only new people i've met are irish guys (some of them very very good looking).
but let's just say, my housemate, kelly and i have taken charge of the situation. and after extensive research, we've come to the conclusion that ireland does not create good kisser. horrible ones, in fact.
if any irish men want to chage my mind, you could try, but for now, my mind is made up.
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[01 Jul 2005|03:55pm] |
okay. so i just reeeeally wish i knew how to meet new people. i go to all these parties and introduce myself to just about everyone, and nothing ever comes of it. i don't have a job, i am just so BORED with my life right now.
i am slowly turning myself into an alcoholic by getting drunk everyday. i smoke way too much shisha. i DO read lots of books and go for lots of walks, but i dunno. i have no money. i feel like i'm having to borrow it left and right from everyone, and the bank of america is screwing me up the ass with overdraft fees that i don't deserve, making me have even more overdraft fees, and it's just fucking ridiculous.
truly, i don't know what i'm doing with my life this summer. i feel like i'm stuck. and i can't just go home, cause that means i've failed in my first attempt to be truly independent, and honestly, my pride just can't handle that at all. besides that, i'm really just trying to avoid the whole situation of going home because if i do, i can just ignore my grandmother's lung cancer and not have to deal with it first hand. i can handle it over the phone. i've only cried about it once. but in person; i have no idea what i'd do.
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[29 Jun 2005|11:47am] |
they've given my grandmother six to twelve months to live. i can't even move.
my grammy. my best friend. my greatest defender against my parents. my secret keeper.
fuck.
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[28 Jun 2005|07:28pm] |
kyle:
-nineteen year old
-art student
-music lover
-vegetarian??????
yep. that's right. as of today, no more meat for me ever (well actually as of a couple days ago.)
cause i love the little animallllies toooo.
tonight i am going to get myself so drunk on newbury street. hooray for drunk summer '05, officially the best summer of all time.
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[28 Jun 2005|10:47am] |
job? YES!!!!!!!
my room is such a mess, but i can't even make myself clean cause it's so hot. i just sit and read or watch tv cause it's too hot to do anything else. i'm ready for some cooler weather. asap.
only two more days od june left. where the heck did summer go?
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[26 Jun 2005|12:56pm] |
in the past few days:
-i have been to the beach
-lots of bu parties
-grocery shopping
-looking for a job
-melting
-late night walks for ice cream
-addicted to degrassi
-smoking way too much hookah
-grilling as much as possible
-reading lots of magazines
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[24 Jun 2005|01:42pm] |
LAST NIGHT I.....
drank lots of wine. and hop skip. and smoked peach tobacco. out of the most wonderful hookah i've ever seen in my life. flirted. talked music. danced a little. stumbled home at 3:30am.
oh, and the best pick-up line i've EVER had used on me....
"you're sorta....mysterious looking. what ethniticity are you?"
"ummm i'm swedish...."
"oh, that's sexy"
WHO THINKS SWEDISH PEOPLE ARE ETHNIC LOOKING? I LOOK EUROPEAN. I WANTED TO LAUGH IN THIS KIDS FACE AND STEP ON HIS FEET. IDIOT.
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[23 Jun 2005|11:27am] |
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still no job, but i've got an interview today at victoria's secret at fanuiel hall, so hopefully that will be successful and make me not jobless. so that's good.
i'm having more fun than i have lately. stuff is turning out okay. it's been a week. i'm still bummed, and it still sucked, but i vented to kelly on the walk back from shaw's last night, and she had a very similar experience, so we complained about boys and their exes and had a grand time.
last night was pretty damn fabulous. in fact, the past couple of days have been. i've become addicted to the nba finals, have eaten so much sushi it's unbelieveable, and drank far too much tequila and smoked way too much out of the hookah last night, but i've found that all of this stuff calms me down. and for that, i'm appreciative.
i'm really excited for the next couple of weekends and what they will bring, mostly george a romero's land of the dead!!!!!! tomorrow night at the fenway amc. (i cannot WAIT!) partying, kickball, and the fourth of july! where the heck is this summer going????
this weekend is the hhs graduation. can't believe that was only me a year ago. who would've thought that this would be me a year later? so weird!
now i'm just eagerly awaiting the visit from my cattle-kids. oh boy, i really can't wait for that. and emily and mindy in august. then home and fredonia for a couple weeks, then back to the APARTMENT. everything is nice.
benezra told me something cool yesterday. apparently both simon and garfunkel were members of the frat that i currently live at, but not the MIT one. oh shit. so cool.
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[17 Jun 2005|11:27am] |
okay. my brain has calmed down a bit after that last entry. i was pissed off. my feelings were hurt. i don't know what. i just felt like my stomach was collapsing on itself; you know, that feeling you get when you feel really empty? yeah. that's how i felt. and i hope that all of you that read this don't have that feeling often, if at all, because it's very unpleasant.
maybe all of this was an overreaction. in fact; probably. and the truth is that i should be really grateful that he did come into my life when he did. because since i met him, lots of really wonderful changes have happened in my life. i don't know if it was because of him, due to his influence, or just timing, but my life was going badly until right around the time that i met him, and everything turned around. i got out of my bad relationship, decided to stay in boston and just got all of my shit figured out that was messed up. and for that i'm grateful to whatever or whomever brought it around. although i'm unsure what exactly made it happen. i'm grateful regardless.
besides that, i'm not even sure what would have happened, had he and i continued hanging out. i mean, i enjoyed hanging out with him, and he was an excellent kisser. however, i'm not entirely sure how much chemistry we had. i was always searching for what to say next, and i think he was too. it just always sucks to hear that someone doesn't want to hang out with you anymore. and i'll miss the way he looked at me sometimes.
oh boy, the color darkroom is going to be very awkward this fall. shit.
ps. retail therapy really does work, by the way. especially retail therapy of the record store kind. i am now the proud owner of some fabulous new LPs.
the beatles - meet the beatles
the velvet underground - the velvet underground and nico
the supremes - a go-go
fleetwood mac - rumors
carly simon - no secrets
carly simon - anticipation
paul simon - graceland
paul simon - greatest hits, etc.
simon and garfunkel - greatest hits
michael jackson - thriller
carole king - tapestry
led zepplein - IV
PLUS this lovely for my alcoholism
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[16 Jun 2005|02:20pm] |
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wow. this fucking sucks so hard. now i know why i don't EVER put myself into the position to be the dumpee. FUCK!
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[16 Jun 2005|12:04am] |
i'm back in boston. things are good. first it was really hot. now it's really cold. i wish it would figure out some sort of happy medium.
i've spent the past couple days sitting in front of a fan, at the beach, at aleigha's, under a blanket and doing loads of laundry, but not necessarily in that order.
i miss people from home. tomorrow is retro night and i cannot go, due to being here. this makes me sad. i hope my boys visit soon so we can go to axis or avalon or manray or something to dance.
while at the beach with aleigha, she hid on the sand and i decided to enjoy the water since it was so hot out. while in the water, i met an elderly woman who told me all about the various sea monsters that have been found off the coast of massachusetts over the past century or so. interesting....
ps. i don't think i ever added this, but even though i thought i screwed myself over for this semester, i still ended up with a 3.1. go me!
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[05 Jun 2005|11:27pm] |
nothing really has been happening. i mean, things have been happening, but i dunno. nothing too fantastic really.
emily and i went to taughannock falls today since it was about a thousand degrees outside. (read: exaggeration, it was probably about 90.) it was nice. i can always appreciate how gorgeous all of the gorges (what a bad pun. note to self: stop with those.) around ithaca are. the water was sooo warm and both of us managed to get ourselves covered in mud and other random river things. yuck.
then home and over to bryan's house for family guy time.
i want to go back to boston, but i want to stay here. actually no, i don't want to stay here, i just want to pack shaun, bryan, jamey, bob and nate in a box and bring them with me. yep.
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